Of past and present

The past was about silent dinners. About the fear of losing close ones. Of clogged emotions. And of love. It was sometimes about losing hope and sometimes about soaring spirits. Depression and closed rooms. It was about being conventional.
The present is about maggie parties and horror movies that make no sense whatsoever. It is sometimes about dreams of patriotism and sometimes about Geneva. Of overwhelming emotions. About coffees & friends. The cold air outside. The highs. The infatuations bordering on love. Of Lord of the rings. Of french beards and of change. It is all about being different.
Sometimes about fear of losing close ones. Sometimes of closed rooms.
Its about living the past all over again.