Is it me?

The irritation,the frustration & the head-banging music
the head spins
it swells
or is it all a mistake,an error,a disease
a crime....

The knowledge & the words
the fact that 'I am useless'
Possibly a question in the answer
hopefully....
it is the determination
a resolution
& not the Ignorance...


I move, slowly at first
but doubts follow
I run
but doubts follow
I finally plunge
but doubts swallow

The job,the journey & the means
Is it the ship,the car,the bus or the plane?
sometimes they stop
is it the stop?
probably not
I re-focus and i target
i surge
but doubts follow

Its the end
And i am the winner
or is there a question in the answer?
then the doubts leave
its the confidence and the belief that follows
I walk
but no doubts to swallow
Now I am just 'Me'
or is it just a fantasy?
So the doubts still follow

4 comments:

Swati Gupta said...

U r a fantasy..
Like I always said : I'm jus me..
SO it can't b u..right?

shashank sharma said...

have u written this weird stuff urself ???
what has one year of engineering done to u!!!

Unknown said...

y d hel did u rite dis???????? i thot such poems were only suppossed 2 b ritten by medicos!!!!!!! :)

rohan said...

it surely has not been copyrighted by them......of that i'm sure...